心疼你的心疼

总是在夜深人静想一个人
你留给我的回忆映着月光更深刻
如果说后悔可以杀一个人
我已经为你死掉多少次了呢

你的泪痕 你默默忍耐过的寒冷
我现在才懂得

心疼你的心疼 想紧紧把你抱着
去弥补从前所有不完整
让我让你快乐 为你的微笑负责
承诺过的未来还在等
等我们的爱重生

时间是一道不能反转的门
那时的年少轻狂 如今想来多残忍
只不过这个世上没有一本
能够教我们如何相爱的手册

再也不会让你受伤了
我已完全明白爱能教人心多疼
这次换我等 换我为你牺牲
让我守护着你跟我一起走过时间的河

闷。。

好久没 update blog 了。。刚开学。。=）没什么大事情发生。。这个 sem 共拿了4 科，怕应付不来所以不敢那太多。。

今天他去了新加坡，因为有3 天的假期， 丢我一个人在这。。>< 希望今晚他能够上网陪我聊天。。我快闷死了啦。。不过还好我跟小叔来了johor。。明天去马六甲玩，让时间快点过。。我真的很想你。。你要好好照护自己。。我等你回来。。=）

好了，我想睡下午觉。。晚安咯。。=）

To my dear...

How many times do you 1 me to say??

Dear, you are not a toys. You are not kids. Everyone in this world hav their own character and behavior...Izit because I care you or control you too much?? That's why you are scare of me, everything oso 1 2 keep...I know you not 1 day but more than 6 months...Aren't you know me, my character?? I don 1 u 2 keep don tel me ur prob....I rmbred very clearly what you said, every single words from b4 we together and till now...You said my prob is urs, so always you help me solve...So your prob is mine too...I oso 1 2 help you solve...but why you don 1 tel me?? Don 1 me help you solve?? If like dat who am I to you?? everythin don let me do 4 u...say solve 2gather but at last oni you alone sad and keep thinking for a solution. How many times have you promise me bout this?? I really hope no more next time....pls....

You mean alot to me...really...No matter what ppl say you will still be my lovely dear, it will nvr change....And I will nvr giv up on you easily because I oni love you....I love you dear....

promised...:)

Someone promised me to do two things last week....

1st-wash car by his own
2nd-update the blog...

Unfortunately, he done only 1...:( Is the med side effect?? Stil say it don hav any...Then I suggest you don eat the med ady...If not you forget bout ME...:( forget our promises...:( Its unfair to ask you update blog but I dont, so I crap here oni la...lolx...:P

Finally done with all my assignments...=) now gonna start study for finals....Just fin the korea group presentation, now feels like going there...of course go during winter time...=) can ski and play snow ball attack...lolx...Sud wants to go travel around the world....Lets dream...=) You will and can achieve sumtin if you have dreams...=)

Do last minute work helps??Why last minute work score higher??If all assignments we use our own idea without referring to other source mean we din do research and minus our references marks?? it is so unfair....:( But its ok, we did our best just try harder next time...

dunno wat title...

Sienzzzzzz....holidays seem to be long nowadays....but next week start my degree course dy...:)

Talk bout degree dunno shud be happy or not to be....happy coz i passed my foundation n can move forward to degree...esp i passed my ACCOUNTING.....haha....sad coz cant see my dear2 everyday dy....have to adapt to new environment(w/out him)....i believe i can d...

2day juz went to register n sold my acc book...no nid & don wish to touch accounting anymore for the rest of my life...LOLX...=P dear2 go wit me coz he wanna take his letter of completion and transcript of his result...we meet in esso near his uni then we drive 2gather...so lucky there are plenty of parking lot in the car park...=) not like last time, gotto double park or when its full gotto go d 2 stupid place which is far from HELP MAIN BLOCK...izit there are too many students in HELP n d parking lot not enuf then why want to have so many intake in a car where you know u cant fit in so many cars in parking lot?? we pay for it ok....HELP is all about money, nothing but money...haiz....

Back to d registration thingy, after i registered i ask for my offer letter and the schedule during the orientation day but guess wat d gal said?? she said you cum bak on fri 2 collect it...OMG she want me 2 go bak again juz 2 collect d letter and pay 4 d parking?? ask her anythin else she say i dunno....u wait 4 ur offer letter....wat kind of staff is this?? after register i went to have lunch wit dear coz he has class after dat...guess wat he go bak 2 his uni juz for a half an hr drawing lesson which they had change the venue and din inform him...is all col/uni in malaysia no standard??dunno wat to say...

So better don say and go sleep...lolx...nitez...=) sweet dreams...

留下来

谁答应你可以不再理我
谁同意你这里就是尽头
你让我做了梦 想提前叫醒我
你这回是听见没有
我承认这不是最好的我
但确定会努力给你更多
往幸福的途中 太多分叉路口
可以迷路 不准退缩
留下来 留下来 继续没爱完的爱
我会实现你曾期待的期待
留下来 留下来 在我心里住下来
想都别想我会让你离开
你带来最美的灵魂骚动
你让我相信我与众不同
所以我属于你 就像你属于我
没有了你我爱什么
留下来 留下来 继续没爱完的爱
我会实现你曾期待的期待
留下来 留下来 在我心里住下来
想都别想我会让你离开......

Is this a challenge??

How can this be?? I don 1, someone pls tell me i m dreaming...(just read ur blog...feel so sad and just wanna cry out loud and lean on u...TT)

I cant do anythin now, I just wanna promise u dat i will wait 4 u....no matter wat happen or how long i wait....I just don wish to let go everythin at this very moment. Its not ur fault who make us cum 2 this point....Y cant they just be OPEN MIND?? i wont tel who is the 'they' here...sorry...

Anythin it is I will just wait 4 u....no matter 3 yrs, 4 yrs or 10 yrs....rmbr our promises, if not i will be very worry....Think from the positive side maybe bcoz of this v learned 2 b more appreciated each other next time...I believe if v love each other no matter how long v hav 2 wait, v can make it d!!! If v really cant,sorry to say but then it really mean v don meant 4 each other....ok??

I will stil always care n love you....i will always support you no matter wat u do....i noe u can do it!!
I LOVE YOU dear....always and forever....rmbr when u nid someone, i will always be there 4 u...:)

Happy CNY 2010 & Happy Valentine's

Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Valentine's day to all my friends....

May this tiger year brings you happiness, prosperous, success and health....:)

1st post in 2010...LOL

Sem 3 which is d last sem starts!!! itz d 2nd week btw...lolx....XP Everyone is worryin n having trouble wit their timetable but luckily I dont hav....XD all thx 2 my dear....thx dear, love you....muahxxxxxxxx.....XD Most of them already settle their timetable....some is happy with it but some not at all....Carmen changed her timetable 3-4 times....zzz The admin din change Ken2's only and last chance to be same class wit his dream gal...lolx...Congratz....

Haiz, how is life after sem 3? I dunno....i don 1 2 tink 1st now....No should say I DARE NOT THINK!!!!!>< Will everythin will be alrite as what you said 2 me?? I was juz wonderin...But thx 2 all my frens 4 helpin me when i have prob....thx ken2, xin, siong, ky n ima....all I 1 2 say here is I trust u alot, seriously...So I hope u wont dissappoint me....will u?? Our case wont be as same as theirs....ok? I promise u i wont tink about it anymore now....I promise....U oso gotto promise me don do anythin u don hav interest on bcoz of me....ok?? Juz stick on wat u do n plan....:)

This sem I take human com, accountin, stat and moral (which is d only class wit my dear...><)... 1st lecture of Human Com lecturer stated that every word u say and the way you say it has different meaning...For eg the phrase "I Love You"...What does it mean to you?? If a lecturer says it 2 a student, A parent says it to his/her child, your buddies say it to you or even your partner say it to you....In every situation, This phrase has different meaning....rite?? So when someone says "I Love You" juz reply them thx....appreciate evry1 around you....don regret when they are gone!!!

Lastly I wanna end this by saying "I Love You" to everyone around me...I m glad that you guys made up in part of my life....:) I appreciate everyone of you... Of coz dear, I love you too....muahxxxxxx